DON BOTHER ABOUT ME, U DON HV TO CARE

seeeeee . !!!!!!!

this boy is fuckin cute lar . !!!

bo's th name . ! :]

& here's apul th idiot .

wad th fuck .

loveme or hateme,fuckyou

i wanna cry out loud .

u love me so much , i knw .
ppl ard me told me too .
bt i cnt accept ur love .
cos thr's a ger who stl loves u so .
& u . . wad's with ur heart . ?
who does it hold . .?

boy . . i don fuckin care alrite . .

lalalalala .. . . ~

went t skl today ,
everything's so diff .
lyk suddenly , th rainbow just fade anway ,
and den came th stome . hmmm . tt kinda feelin .
ya . . YARRRRRRRR .

stupid eka didnt cae t skl today gone out wid her dunno which bf .
-.- yer , her guys . . . i oso dunno how many siol . .

and apul syg didnt came too .
normally he would come , just t see me , mayb he wun mit me anymore .
maybe becos of those hurtful words i throw him tis morninq .
maybe he just don wanna love me anymore .
just lyk how he told me tt he really love me .
maybe may maybe wadeva . . .ohhhhhhh .
he told me nt t sms anymore . ! =/ okay . . . .
better don msg me 1st ehs . stupiddddd .& cos i wun reply :]
i promise . ! hais . . bt i miss him alot leis . . miss his cute face .
hmmm . . *ROLL EYES* wadeva .
i wont appriciate this kinda acts .
& he thx me today :] for addin on th his stress.
forgot t say : U're WELCOME DEAR. ! & HV A NICEEEEEE DAY . !

oh. shut up . !!! arrrrrrr . . im angry with myself . very angry .
i kip wantin t hurt myself . bt i didnt . maybe i would . .. . . ..

HAA . ! den i wuld be so stupiddddd rite . !! ofcos i wun . . . . .
ofcos , ofcos , ofcos .

Monday, February 26, 2007

he dont deserve you ah.
if i were him i'd cherish you like fuck sia.
forget him suah! find another guy.
another more faithful more sexier guy.

yaaaaaaaa . forget him suah . . .
roy ya rawk .

i still miss him :]

hmmm . . todayyyyyyy . .
went t skl t lepa per . .
nv study xial . .
relax ad stuff rm eat orange wid teacher .
RELAX SUAH . .
WHAHAHA . .
apul was so swt , he didint went for his
morning class today . bt came t skl t see mi .
awwww . . who could b swtter .?
was so suprise t see him . he's just . . so swt .
ya . SWEET . hmmm . . skl was okay today . . a total
waste of tym . . mr bey fuckin talk much only .
blah blahhhhh . . BYE .

went t jas's hus ytd . fun lar , talk rubbish alot .
bt see xuiyinq's face black black . . dunno why . ?
i ate alot ad her hus lars . . big eater . ! =X cos it was so so nice lars .
hees xD aft tt went off ad 8 plus , xy,jas,zhen&sis sent us t train station .
and i went out t dxo wid frens & vian .
wasnt really fun lar . th song sucksss .
was okay only . th boys -.- wanna touch only .
hacks . bt ofcos . i didnt let them touch much la .
didnt kip t one guy . they're so borin .
dxo . . yuck . i wun go bk .
hmmm , we dance til 3plus den vian went off t mit her fren ad boat quay . den i went thr t mit apul,kiki&3chickieesss & vian . . blah blah den junhan
dunno why , kisiao . scold scold . -.- . !! den point ad my face and shout tat i better tk cr of vivian .
den i shouted bk wad's wrong wid him lar den scold him some v rude words . . well , im nt for him t scold de ma . nt lors . den he kip sayin tt im drunk cant even tk cr of myself .
den how cn tk cr of vian . hey . . im bt even drunk lar -.- oh well maybe a lil . bt i gt frens wid mi oso ma . chey . . tat boy -.-

anyway , he called bk and ask bout vivian lar . so i jus say la , she went hm alrdy .
den he talk t mi , talk alot lar . he say : ni ren wei ni he ma lai ren zai yi qi hen hao mehs .? they only wan wad u knw .? why u wanna zi bao zi qi .? blah blah blah . . . say wad edward dote alot on mi and tt he wun let anything happen t mi . and tt when edward come out he wun wanna let him see of wad i hv become . WAD . ?!!! wad hv i became .? im good wad :]
anyway he say (no offences t ANYONE)if u lyk szetho ask him bk . i can see tt he's a good guy . wad so eva lar . den i tell him lar . you dunno u don anyhow say lar . he . . .blah blah blah . .
den lyk tat lor . i say over my dead body tat im ever goin bk t him , bt im nt tryin t say tt he wants mi bk or wad lar , im nt bhb . and i don think he will either . he's so happy wid his new life baby , i dont think he ever even crys lyk how he told my frens . hey fuckin save th fuck croc tears . im so angry when he kick up th stcq subject lar . hmm . PISSED OFF .

bt come t thing of it , szetho , i tot u were a really good guy u knw tt .?
bt come t think of it u really are v rotten . rotten t th core . change .
im tellin u as a fren lar . cos if u nv change no gers u go wid would
last long . when it does rite .?
it means tt u hv alrdy grow up liaoosssss . . grow up as in , in love lar .
be more caring . don give attitude lyk a ger . try t make her happy when she's really angry .
spent more tym wid her even if u don hv th money t go out wid her im sure if she really loves you she will stil go out rite . sit down do nth oso happy lor . really ehs spent more tym means talkin more . and not mitting up and slp . as in really SLEEP . tat's nt good u knw tat . she'll feel v UNLOVED . and towards her frens , try nt t put up and black face when all mit for th frist tym lars . even if u don fell tt u are . her frens can see de ma . the frens are nt stupid .

BLAH BLAH BLAH . wadeva . i've talk too much .
u hv nv done all tis for mi , i really hope tt in ur next realationship u'll nt make th same mistakes . and tt u'll really give tt extra tym off wid her . t hv lil heart t heart talks .
i patch up misunderstandings . t find out her lyks and dislyks . t jus look ad her and nt talk .
becos . .
LOVE IS NV ENF . . . humans by nature are greedy, is th actions tt counts . u love so much , in ur heart heart heart .
for wad fuck . ? if u nv express how u wan her t knw . ? u love bt u nv call , u love bt u nv seems t care , u love bt u just don act . tat's no point . i really hope u understand . im nt tryin t make u angry for wadsoeva reason lar . no extra tym t do so . jus wana spill my heart out . becos for once in my life tym tat i've love you so dearly . . and tt lil lil lil things tat u do somethimes . touches my heart . and it will always be part of mi , a memory tt nv fades . a love tat will nv die . it will just be in my heart . deep inside . i'll nv forget tt i loved u .

Thursday, February 22, 2007

if ur readin this (:
szetho , we'll be good frens (: of cos we will .

(:
fuckin long nv blog alrdy . .
blog fuckin dead lars . hmmm . .
today went t scampus in th morninq .
bt no fuckin lesson lars . cb teacher nv tell .
kanninas . .
den see th boys play lor . . til aftnn , went t lot1 wid saiful and eka darlin ,
t look for some frens . aft tt went for a hair cut . blahh blah blah . den went t eka's place .
aft tt bk t skl for floorball . bt end up watchin th boys' football match -.-
lazy ehs , t go floorball . haas . ! til 7 plus , came hm bathe and use th com .
taa-daa . .

tmr goin t santosa wid yan . he fetchin mi frm skl .
such a swt lil thing ehs .?
tmr im goin t
tan tan tan . ! i wanna get my perfect tan (:
aft tt go shop ard wid him lorhs . . hmmmm . . . yuppps .

sat goin t jas's hus (: hee . . play . !!
til siao . den ad niite go mos .. ehssss . .
wid sklmates . clubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb . !

im stressssssssssss . super stressssssss .
hais . fuck lars .

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i hate myself ........
im sry for hurtting u sry qi .
i love u . i stil do .
tym will pass . and we'll stil be frens . no matter wad .
let tym prove everything . im sry for hurtting u . .
im deeply hurt too . just tt . . thr's reasons which i cant put into words .
lovelove . . wo ai dardar . pls don hate mi .